here goes,
I know I haven't been on here in fn ages. Shit happens. (If you can't tell I'm in a very sad/pissed mood) Lemme fill yah in, I've been dating this boy Corey for almost 2 months. I'm coming to the harsh realization is that I'm never going to have a innocent relationship. I'm just going to be a whore. Just another horney teenage couple. IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT. I don't want it, so why am I always in it! I don't know I'm just so damn confused! He's supose to be amazing.......yet I don't feel it. He says he loves me but I just can't choke out those words. I don't wanna end it god no, I just, I dunno. I don't feel the same way, and that kills me. I just. I'm just confused.