I'm use to heartbreaks. I win some, I lose some. Lately I've really lost some. I lost 2 guys in 2 weeks. I fell hard for both of them. I really fell hard for this last guy. The distance was unmanageable. It stinks because I really think we'd be good together. I understand why we can't do it right now, but I still wish I could try. It's probably obvious who it is by my "Who's who" post. It's Tyler aka Texas. A Florida/Michigan relationship would be hard. I would try it though. It's just something to get over. I hate hearing he has a date. I'm glad he having fun and is happy! However Tyler and I have 2 dates planned. One when he comes up around the winter time. Another is probably going to be next year to Michigan Adventures of Cedar Point and do the rip Cord. I really want to do it, he does to. I wonder how things will go! Wish me luck! I also wish to find an amazing boyfriend, but not right now. I'm cool with just chilling and enjoying life!
Today was a rather relaxed day. I had drumline earlier in the day. The bass section knows everything. We know all the drumline songs. So we were laying on the sidewalk, walking around school, and goofing of. The rest of the drumline called us out for goofing off and wanted us to prove to them that we can play it. We showed them up. Needless to say the bass section rocks! When I got home I felt rather sick. I ate some soup and laid down. I felt very sick to my stomach. I knew I needed to do chores so I told my Carol to wake me up at 2 (an hour and a half before my mom gets home). Well it was 2:15 and she hadn't woken me up. Luckily, my phone was on vibrate someone texted me and I woke up. My other sister Holly, is hanging out with my grandma Kent tomorrow so she did chores. Half way threw chores she decided to tell me she wasn't going to do two chores. I was angered that I had to pick up her chores when tomorrow I'm going to have to do them all. I just agreed because I'd rather not fight about something as stupid as chores. I'd also rather not get yelled at by my mom tomorrow. After chores, I hoped on Facebook (which I think is kind of ridiculous how popular it is) and talked to Tyler. Ahhhh *heart beats faster*. I realised I needed to finish my summer homework (I'm in a Advanced Placement history class, earning college credit) so I got on that. That was basically my boring, unproductive, crush filled day! (:
My Bucket filling challenge: How is the bucket filling going? I'm sorry I didn't ask yesterday! How rude of me! I think for me, this challenge is the hardest for me. I don't empty buckets but I'm sure not use to FILLING them. However mini Mat (Bass buddy) and I went on a random walk around the school. We talked about random things including his art collection. We defiantly were boosting each other's self esteem. So I'm rather happy with myself. It wasn't as hard as I thought. Tyler and I fill each other's buckets all the time. Even though I hate hearing of the girls in his life, I'm still supportive and wishes him the best!
My niceness Challenge: Today I have to admit of a little back tracking. It wasn't to a real person. It was a commercial for those colleges that 'turned people's lives around' the girl that came on had a lip piercing and tongue and eyebrow piercing. She was talking how it made her more professional and was a good choice. My sister and I agreed that she should take out her piercings before we took her seriously. Which was rude because it's her freedom of speech and she obviously enjoys it. Hopefully tomorrow goes better and we can't win them all!
Closing thoughts: You can't always win everything and it takes effort to make things worth while. And I fall for people who don't want to catch me T.T
~$!DN3Y~
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